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[Dec. 15th, 2009|05:38 pm] |
i am so sorry for whatever it was i did wrong. there is nothing in my life i am more sorry about.
dead.
i must be almost. |
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[Dec. 13th, 2009|02:05 am] |
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i'm so done with life. i know that i lost. it is not worthwhile. i lost. i blew it. the rest of my life will be just like this. lonely. and sad. i am always alone. i do not believe it will ever change. she's been gone for almost 9 months. and i still think about her everyday. almost all the time. i'm so done with life. i will never have joy. ever again. |
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[Dec. 8th, 2009|03:27 pm] |
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i'm going to the eye doctor this afternoon. cause i couldn't read the letters in the last box. ya know, that eye test they have at the dmv... they wouldn't renew my license. evidently, i can't see well enough to drive. haha. what a crock of crap. i've never had a problem seeing or reading anything in my entire life. ever. i might be wearin glasses soon though. oh well... i'm gonna drive down to charleston on friday to see SPONGE. |
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[Dec. 8th, 2009|06:44 am] |
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Why'd you go away... I never imagined what life would be like without you... It's the worst thing i've ever known... |
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[Dec. 7th, 2009|07:54 am] |
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if at first you don't succeed... try, try again. if i were you, i'd give up. the path is too narrow. the way is too steep. |
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[Dec. 5th, 2009|02:51 am] |
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lonely. deprived. hopeless. i had it all. i lost it all. i will never have it again. she's gone. and nothing will ever happen. |
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[Dec. 4th, 2009|08:45 pm] |
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i miss you. i wish you were still mine. |
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[Dec. 4th, 2009|02:33 pm] |
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when i see or hear your name, i start to feel like i'm dying. |
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[Dec. 3rd, 2009|09:55 pm] |
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If i could... Burn away every memory of you... Set fire to my heart. Set fire to my mind. So it can't remember any longer. I wouldn't know that i once had the most beautiful girl in the world. And that i lost her. |
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[Dec. 3rd, 2009|12:06 am] |
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i really don't wanna live anymore. please... something... terrible. deadly. happen. i want out. i just want out. there is nothing here. now. worth it. nothing. die charley. die. for my birthday... what i want... is to go away forever. to be dead. |
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[Dec. 2nd, 2009|10:55 pm] |
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so it's my birthday. this is the least it's ever meant to me. |
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